Is it true that without expectatations, life will be without fear and depression?
If that is the case, can we just live for the moment alone?
Thanks for letting me lift from your blog. 8 ). Happy birthday, Pofun.
A little story I wrote, not neccessarily relevant. Take what you will from it.
He lived in the moment.
It wasn't very long ago when she rested her head on his shoulder. The skating rink was a cool (pun intended) place to be on a school day afternoon. The relative chill which surrounded them accentuated the warmth between them, within them. There hadn't been many people around, and it was easy to pretend that the skaters were performing for just the two of them. As she rested her head on his shoulder, and held his hand in hers, time stood still. Time stood still, in that moment. The steady rhythmn of two hearts, beating as one, echoed endlessly in this moment in time, at the very point where these two lives came together. A sound, at once both serene and tempestuous.
He wasn't sure. Was this going to last ? Perhaps if he knew where she was, he could go find her. But he didn't, and neither did she. When he went into the forest to look for her, he got lost too. He wanted to find her. He thought that if and when he did, they could spend their lives together.
He didn't. And when she found her own way out of the forest, he was left inside instead. He lived in the moment, and for a long time, reminisced about the girl who once rested her head on his shoulder, refusing to find his way out of the forest.
But he did. When all the confusion and anger and noise died, all that was left was the peaceful, uncluttered serenity of simply knowing. That where the forest ended, there are meadows. And somewhere out there, among the lilting blades of grass, stood a handsome woman, waiting.
And he asked, "Are you expecting someone?"
She smiled and said, "Not anymore."
