for as she cried, she knew soon too the tears would dry.. and she took to the pen.

Friday, June 27, 2003

Gifts From The Sea

I was wide awake when I dreamt. I dreamt of a fisherman who made his daily living from the sea. Sunrise, sunset, day in, day out. His father was a fisherman, as is he, as will his son.

The day came when he took a woman as his wife. The woman gave him a son and took care of the little one while he went out to sea. The sea that provided for his forefathers for generations will now provide for his family.

Years went by. The fisherman and his wife grew old. His son grew up and went to the city to find work. Life went on. But one day, at the brink of nightfall, when the fisherman hauled up his net, he noticed that there were barely a few fishes. Enough to feed him and his wife, but not enough to sell. The new net and boat would have to wait, the grey haired fisherman thought to himself.

But yet it continued. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. Always barely enough. Then one day, it stopped. There were no fishes. In the fisherman's net, gleaming in the setting sun, was just a single pearl necklace. The fisherman almost threw the necklace back into the sea in anger, cursing the sea for denying him even his daily bread. But then he thought he might make a single pearl a present for his wife, for whom he has never given anything before, and brought it home that night.

He told his wife to pick a pearl from the necklace as her gift, and that he would try to sell the rest at the market and use the money to buy some food, and perhaps a new net or boat. Smiling, and deeply touched, she fingered the pearls carefully with quivering hands.

When she at last chose one, the fisherman saw that it was the ugliest pearl of the lot, a little off-colour, a little malformed. Curious, he asked his wife her reason for choosing that particular pearl. She replied, saying this.

' There is no beauty in perfection. Every pearl in this necklace started out the same way, a speck of sand on the sea bed, but this one chose to grow up his own way, to be different from the rest. And when I see this pearl, I will instantly know that this pearl is mine, and it's the pearl that I chose, and I'll know that it's the pearl that you, my beloved, has given me.'

On hearing that, the fisherman wept. In the wavering lamplight, her face, lined with wrinkles and framed by the occasional strands of grey hair that escaped her bun, never looked more beautiful.

From that day forth, whatever his catch was, it was just enough, and they lived happily ever after. And the fisherman never forgot to be thankful, for the sea and the gifts it brought him.

Thursday, June 26, 2003

If you behaved the way I thought you would, would you blame me for reacting the way you knew I would ?

Monday, June 16, 2003

Joe Millionaire earns US$19,000 as a construction worker. That's about SGD$32,300 for you mathematically challenged folks out there. Not alot by some standards, but by no means a small sum either. Heck, for $30k, i wouldn't mind manual labour. Or labelled a Quiter for that matter. Man, I need to get outta here.

Friday, June 06, 2003

I'VE GOT ME A NEW MONITOR !!!! WHeEEeEeEEeee !!!! I swear 'real' colours never looked this good.

In other news, NDP tickets are now to be procured by way of balloting. Disgruntled citizens have been overheard cursing under their breath.

"Sian man, now cannot show my patriotism by braving the elements and camping overnight at ticketing stations." - Tan Ah Beng

Some others took the news with relative indifference.

"Huh ? You think I Jiak Bah Siu Eng ah ? Where got time to go watch NDP?" - Amy Lau Gek Choo, NUSAF-something.

~*~

Damn. Don't ask me how or why, but I think even the music sounds better with my NEW MONITOR. Wow.

Thursday, June 05, 2003

Overhead in a National Education session during an in-camp :

"Do you think the SAF can defend Singapore ?"

"You can say 'no'."

*ahem* Talk about the illusion of free choice. The Wachowski brothers could learn a thing or two if they should ever decide to come live in Singapore.

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

In the absence of adversities, I have all but forgotten to be thankful.

Do we really need to be in deep shit before we know how mighty God really is ?

Monday, June 02, 2003

Mother brought up the sad tale of Father getting older and overworked out of the blue, presumably to appeal to the sympathetic side of me and have me offer to help out on a more permanent basis or even take over the business.

Question is, how can she possibly expect me to respond in the way she expects me to when I was brought up without a shred of it ? It's always my fault. I'm never good enough.

I held out, and let the conversation die a slient death.